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“Love is blind”, who ever
said that is so true. You are so good with your job. Thought that you loved me, well maybe I
guessed or just got blinded by love. You seemed to be caring, loving,
appreciating and you always listened or maybe you pretended to be. Here I
thought that I have found the one, my very own Mr. Perfect, someone whom I
would share the good and sad times with, I guess I was just imagining things. Love
at first, well I thought it was. Your smile looked so innocent. The words that
came right from your sweet lips as I thought they were, those words were so
real to me. Never thought it can be all lies. I guess lies are well planned
that is why they appear to be so convincing. I gave you my all, made sacrifices
for you, well for us. Made it a point that we are all happy at all times. I did
not hear any words that were spoken by others but only heard yours and so believed
them. I thought I was everything you wanted in your life; I guess I was not
even close to be. Did I look desperate? Maybe you took advantage of that. Is this
some kind of revenge or history just reaping itself? Feeling cursed. Feels like
one of those victims. I have never thought that this could also happen to me.
Am even thinking that maybe I am in some dream. I can’t even cry or feel sad
but only to think about it. I guess such is life part of the learning curves. You
played a very good game, made one a fool so you can smile about it or make it a
joke or something, yey you have won. Whatever you where trying to prove then
you did it and you made it. Now that I have been played, I am scared to love
again. Not all men are the same but you will never know. You broke a heart of
an innocent heart that has hope, goals, dreams and much love to give. Is this
the part that I say I will never love again??I am stronger than that; you just
chose the wrong chick to mess up with. Signed Miss Masina.