MY GANGSTER LOVE

God's Gift To Me...Kagiso

MY GANGSTER LOVE

By Rebecca Masina

Life changing moment. One that I shall never in my life forget.
It may not have been a happy nine months, the pains, cravings but gosh the Gift,
the Blessing that I got from God is so wonderful. I cant seem to get my eyes off.
He, the Almighty blessed me with an angel. I then named the angel Kagiso Oatlegile Masina (Peace and Success).
she's quiet a feisty one, gives me sleepless nights but Oh Lord I thank you.
She brings joy to my life. My days used to boring. always alone but now I've got a friend.
I cannot say she's only my daughter, nope she's also my friend now that I no longer spend my days alone.
All those things you hear about having a baby and motherhood are all true hey. All of them are beautiful and painful yet amazing experience.
I have come to terms with the fact that I am no longer the center of my own universe when I became a mom to my Gift Kagiso. She has now taken the
spot and became the center of my universe. It is so crazy how drastic even small things change in such amazing way, even silly things like
my phone used to have my pictures only and be all about me but now Kagiso has taken over yet she cannot talk lol. such love though.
Well the wait was not good for me as some pregnant women may say. I did not enjoy a bit being pregnant.
I just couldn't wait to hold her. I was impatient. Asking my self lots of questions. If I will be able to do this motherhood thing,
I thought I would break, I wont be able to do it. I am one selfish person. Everything is always about me.
but little Kagiso has taught me to be selfless and to give freely so. So much has changed. but my crazy, shy self is still there..
I've brought a new life to earth. Things are about to get real. Challenges, huge ones are coming my way, but I know with God nothing is impossible
He wouldn't put me were I am today and leave me. He has plans and I mean Great plans for me. Bringing a soul to earth is not a child's play that I can say.
It is not something that I can do again also lol. I pray to God to protect and give Kagiso the life that she deserves.
Respect her parents and make her to appreciate what God has given her and live a Godly life.
Now this special lady who was there all months, making sure I feel better and keeps me company. I would like to thank her very much
and ask God to bless her with everything she wants in life. Lebogang Mamabolo. I thank you so much. There are no words to describe how much
all you did means to me. Not everyone could/would do what you did for me. Your support made it possible for me to bring Kagiso. Dankie.
 
Motherhood.. all love begins and ends there. I am so looking forward to this journey with my princess and God bless us with much much much Love.
Lee
 
baby Kgosigadi

 
 
 

 


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