Loss is the most difficult thing to deal with. Its hard, nothing i do really helps. Its been months, well 8 months to be precise. To date i still cant believe. It feels like yesterday. I have lost the will to live, the will to even be happy for a moment. I feel like whats the point even. I havent even went to my dads grave to date since we burried him with the thought that one day someone will say it was a joke or a prank. I have so much to tell him, ask him and also thank him for. I am not my dads last borns but hey i feel like I am. With him i couldn't even care what happens. My dad was my happy place. Now i dont even know who or where to turn to. I spent my whole life with him but i still wish for more time with him. I dont even know if i will ever be ok. I am hurt, too hurt. Can this pain pass already.
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By Rebecca Masina South Africa has become one of the top countries where raising a girl child has become very impossible. The country ... -
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