It's Painful

 Rebecca Teffo Masina

I've been meaning to write, but I couldn't bring myself to. However today the 28th of July 2021, I shall. It's not easy, it hurts. Okare motho otlile ka thipa e bogale a nhlaba ka yona mo pelong. They say with time all will be over. How do you get over all this pain, the heartache. I keep denying, thinking it's all a dream that I will wake up from. I'm trying but it doesn't seem to go away. Today was supposed to be one of the best days in my life. However, here I am in pain and tears falling none stop. I keep asking myself what happened, how did it happen, why did I allow it to happen.

I am trying to be strong. I know I am and I can be. Sad thing is I saw all this coming. Everything was there. All the signs but me being me kept denying and believing it's all gonna be fine.

You really broke my heart. I never expected many things from you though it happened that you are always the one that hurts me the most. I don't know why you derive joy in making me miserable. Remember, a day will come; even rat will no longer be scared of the cat.

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