MGOSI

I always smile, make jokes, laugh at all times and I make sure that everybody who is around me is always happy. As long as I see everyone happy and smiling, and knowing that I am the reason behind that, then I know my heart is at peace and my God is watching over me and blessing me with more love to give.

Behind all the great things that I do, the love and respect that I give back to everyone, there is actually a brutally broken heart. I am a quiet person, whom enjoys life and taking it easy at all times and give thanks to the Lord at all times. Good or bad I always pray to God to give me strength to live to see more years and to be able to achieve my goals and dreams.
We all have those bad days, where your heart is being played with. Well I’ve never thought that I will allow myself to be heartbroken. I always thought that those who get their hearts broken are the weak hearted. Don’t get me wrong I am strong young lady and I stand my ground if I want something I make sure that is of goodness to my life and won’t hurt the ones around me.

I am a crazy person yet I never go wild. I am a risk taker yet I play it safe at all times. But there is this one thing called love. Damn that word is so beautiful and can do a lot yet people turn to play with it and torture the hearts of the innocents. Mh well here is my story.

When I love, I love so badly. I try by all means to give it my best. I believe with honesty, trust, comfort and communication there’s nothing that can break a relationship with those. But lies, deceit never grew a relationship. No relationship ever lasted with that. I loved and gave it my all and told myself that this is it. No more games and no more lies. Here I am to stay. Little did I know that my so called boyfriend (askere ka nako eo reba bitsa bo HUBBY lol) was in love with someone and that someone was not me. Lol and girl is awesome and has the looks but not the brains. So since well am literate I think I was a bit of job to handle.

Yoh guy knew how to treat his lady that even if you were to be told that he is cheating you wouldn’t believe it or you can see that he is cheating or flirting yet you still refuse to see the truth.  Yep that was me Blinded by love. All the signs were there it was just me being in denial. It hurts to love where you are not loved. Most hurting thing is that we love were we are not loved and reject where we are truly loved.

It wasn’t about the money or the material but only love. Yet the name was put into mud and stomped.  Ow or maybe uz’thandela ama bencane mmm as u call them.

always happy..thanks to the one who messed up now I got the right one *dead* 

To think that the lady being cheated with is only five (5) years younger.lol yeah I also thought that too (rape), hahahha am joking. Did not even finish school; she dropped out of high school.  Innocent hearts are always the ones that get hurt. There’s more to the story but cannot write about it. A leopard will never change its spots. Lesson learnt.